the week hasnt been really good. so yiyuan is out already tell me what else can be good.
in fact the starting of the week sucks. i didnt know that can affect me so much, so much.i ve never felt this way before. guess he really means alot. hah. and i cried. i want him back to perfom again. he's good. really good.
woke up with a bad sore throat on monday; followed by a terrible flu on tuesday; cough and ear block on wednesday and i totally lost my voice on that night itself. (partly because i ate roti prata and chicken rice in the morning and afternoon LAWL). and that night sucked as well. i hardly slept. vomitted the moment i lied down. =/ disgestive system's failing damn badly. hah. erm. but i still went to school on thursday for science test and went home immediately after that. ya i left school at 0950. jealous? haH. then my voice slowly came back after eating all sorts of chinese medicine. felt alot better after that and i went back to school today. with just cough and flu.

oh, and since i went home early on weds, i was supposed to take medicine and go to sleep but i didn't only until 3pm. no, cause i was doing something meaningful. you see, channel U has no show at all till 3pm. so ya. it was just comercial after comercial. and the same comercials repeat itself after every, lets say 20 mins? and there's this FULL LENGTH css mtv as part of the comercial. yes which means theres YI YUAN=) hah.. so i just stay tune to channel U to wait for the mtv again and again after every 20 mins. and altogether i think i watched the mtv 5 times all the way to 3pm. LAWL. and on com, ive watched it 22 times so far. i want yi yuan back la.

erm. anyway. got back result today. B3 for overall percentage and i'm kinda satisfied already BECAUSE i usually get like C5? and only once, B4 throughout the whole of sec 1. hah. but ya. science on my result slip is 36.32. hah horrible. " continue working hard and don't get too complacent. " was what i learnt today. :) i shall try aiming for better result. lls told me to work for 70% next and i said hopefully. hah. yes hopefully.

oh yes. after school grandma and aunt brought us to ws swensens for lunch. birthday treat for me and doreen! =) shermaine went too. =)

and thanks celeste for the chocolates and crystal for the so nice pouch! :) thanks for the EARLY presents=)
the best gift i can ever ve is yi yuan to be back in css. i know its impossible but ya. i just hope that he'll be happy. he's strong. he tried his best and he did well already. but that means i will never get to see him on css again. =/ its just so hard to get over with it.